It's not all it's cracked up to be
Well that last post was a bit dramatic. Don't get me wrong I still resonate with it and how I was feeling at that moment. After speaking with my therapist about it I realized that I was letting a lot of things dwell in my mind rather than processing and moving on. I started to… Continue reading Brand New Week, Same Emotions
It's starting to get bad again. I can feel myself falling into the depression that I thought I had tamed. It feels as if I am trying to race the tornado of emotions that are trying to destroy me. A part of me is wondering if my mind wants me to feel my emotions. I… Continue reading Getting Real
Why are most people obsessed with murder/serial killer documentaries and podcast? I could just be portraying my personal obsession. However, I know many women that are very intrigued with these types of media. In my case specifically, I love listening to murder podcast likes "Morbid", "Crime Junkie", and "My Favorite Murder" to name a few.… Continue reading Random Thoughts
It has been 3 weeks since I have been out of my house for work. It has been about 2 weeks since I have been out and about with people because I had Covid. It feels weird that the week I am back in the office is the same week I start school. A part… Continue reading Back on the school grind
A lot has happened since I last posted. Not much really has happened since then, except that my ankle is doing a lot better. Still feel a sort of tightness in much muscle and I cannot turn my ankle in certain ways. Had to work from home almost all week up until I finally had… Continue reading It’s Been a While
I am trying to decide exactly how much I want to post on my blog, as well as figure out if I want my posting to be long. Of course, the most important thing is figuring out what I want to write and share with those who visit my page. I wanted to treat this… Continue reading Figuring it out
It is no surprise that everyone in this world feels tired more often than energized each day. They wake up tired, they go to work tired, they do social activities tired and of course they go to sleep tired. Several people might not understand this sense of tiredness all the time and suggest drinking some… Continue reading Tired
Do you have a song that makes you emotional and yet so happy in a way that feels nostalgic and at peace? It is extremely hard to describe this feeling, but when you have it, it’s like having every emotion and feeling at the same time. This song that when you hear it your whole… Continue reading Random Thoughts
I ask this question more than I'd like to answer. The answers are usually generic: working, eating, studying, reading and sleeping. Whatever generic response I give myself is not enough. It's like my mind is constantly asking and hoping for a better response that I honestly cannot give it. I am just working, those 40… Continue reading What am I doing here?
When I was a kid, I always changed what I wanted to be when I grew up. The idea of my kid self-thinking of careers at such a young age is shocking to me now. Here I am, much older now, recently changing my career path, and starting all over. My new career path is… Continue reading Starting Over
Older, Yet Not Much Wiser 