It's not all it's cracked up to be
It's starting to get bad again. I can feel myself falling into the depression that I thought I had tamed. It feels as if I am trying to race the tornado of emotions that are trying to destroy me. A part of me is wondering if my mind wants me to feel my emotions. I… Continue reading Getting Real
This past Saturday, I fell. The most embarrassing thing is that I fell in front of like 20+ people, to which I knew like 4 of them only? Falling in front of a bunch of strangers is embarrassing, but also the fear of like crap I messed up my ankle, again. A little over three… Continue reading Clumsy
It is no surprise that everyone in this world feels tired more often than energized each day. They wake up tired, they go to work tired, they do social activities tired and of course they go to sleep tired. Several people might not understand this sense of tiredness all the time and suggest drinking some… Continue reading Tired
I ask this question more than I'd like to answer. The answers are usually generic: working, eating, studying, reading and sleeping. Whatever generic response I give myself is not enough. It's like my mind is constantly asking and hoping for a better response that I honestly cannot give it. I am just working, those 40… Continue reading What am I doing here?
When I was a kid, I always changed what I wanted to be when I grew up. The idea of my kid self-thinking of careers at such a young age is shocking to me now. Here I am, much older now, recently changing my career path, and starting all over. My new career path is… Continue reading Starting Over
Older, Yet Not Much Wiser 