Figuring it out

I am trying to decide exactly how much I want to post on my blog, as well as figure out if I want my posting to be long.

Of course, the most important thing is figuring out what I want to write and share with those who visit my page. I wanted to treat this blog like a diary, but I don’t want to get too personal about some parts of my life. However, I think expressing how I am feeling about certain aspects of my life will help me overcome my bottled-up emotions. Getting myself to in a way speak about my emotions to better understand them; instead of bottling them up like I typically do.

Not sure how it makes sense in my mind to think that sharing how I am feeling to strangers is better than sharing with people I know. However, I have been burned in the past when I share these emotions or feelings to those who I believe are close to me. Sadly, it took me years to figure out that these confidants cannot be trusted. Where else am I supposed to go if I can’t trust those around me?

Strangers are just that, strangers. You can know about people’s lives and not have met them at all in your life. Will it affect you personally if you know some details about me? Most likely not. As well as it won’t hurt me if someone, I don’t know knows parts of my life I choose to share.

Of course, this blog isn’t anonymous, and you get a picture to the face writing this. But I am okay with that, heck I am sharing some intimate details about my life. The least I can do is show you a face.